This Isn't Hamsterball.

I know many people have not heard of this game named "Hamsterball". It was a game I played all the time when I was younger. This is one of those games you find on a thousand sites that haven't been active for years and have fake Minecraft ads. As a kid I always used to get viruses because I would download these...but now I get sick just thinking about the game.

I was about 6 and downloaded a copy of the game from one of the plenty websites that offered it. I downloaded it and it was only a video in a file. I obviously clicked on it being a curious six year old....The things I saw were brutal. Guts being ripped out, rape, decapitation, torture, abuse, child pornography just about everything a six year old shouldn't see. I cried, I screamed...I was scared. My parents also watched the video and were horrified. They contacted the police and they talked to me. Tried to say it wasn't real. Told my parents to get me therapy. I got back on the computer the next day though. I knew everything was gonna be okay. I thought that until the camera was going on and off.

A virus. It infected the computer and gained access to my camera and could see everything. The person watching could also...hear everything. When my parents called the police, they told the police our address. But it seems like the police weren't the only one listening. They came to my house, shot my parents, kidnapped me, and were planning to do the same things they had done to the other people. No mercy for a kid, teen, or adult. Just as they were about to cut my throat, the police busted in. They captured the man and unsurprisingly, he got life in prison. The Police freed me from the house. My parents survived just barely. I couldn't believe this was all my fault.

I stopped talking to everyone. I didn't go to school. I didn't show any emotion...Until years later when he died in his cell. He wrote a letter for me before he died. It was a list of names, ages, and dates. All of people who were reported dead or missing. 99 people on the list. There was a small note on the bottom that said "There was supposed to be 100."