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Rickomarow wrote: CalasanX wrote: Rickomarow wrote: CalasanX wrote: Rickomarow wrote: (sigh) Fine, I'm sorry for snapping in the second post, I can't control myself, simple as that.

But, once again, I will NOT remove the "Death" category from articles and I will NOT refrain for using it, mark my words, I'm not here to obey non-sensial and idiotic rules, and I swear, if the idea of this thread don't change, expect future and quick departure, how am I going to continue my series if I can't have death?

I repeat, future and quick departure, I'll leave a message saying why I am leaving and criticizing HARDLY the state of the wiki.

I might come back, BUT ONLY IF THESE RULES DISSAPEAR,   and if you want to prove you're actually a friend, atleast to me, follow what I say, and you'll see, you will not only satisfy me, but also, you will satisfy    ALOT of other people.

"The client is always right." Can I at least clarify what I'm trying to do? I'm simply saying, the Death category the way we've used it is just too broad. I'm not saying "Don't have Death." I'm saying don't add it to the category because under that simple premise, the category will grow too big for easy tracking by normal users who use categories rather than the "Random Page" button and stuff.

Almost every pasta has death; having a category for it is like having a creepypasta category, it's redundant. You can kill off as many characters as you want, it's just that the category makes it redundant so we don't need to add it.

Now, if it's going to be a problem, why not just split it into sub-categories, if nothing else? Such as murder, suicide, natural accidents, etc?

As far as the rules, there are certain rules I can lighten up on, because they're no longer an issue. Sonic.exe, though, will have to stay. I'm sorry, but original works are still being overshadowed there. This is a wiki for spin-offs, but isn't there a fine line? Do we not have the right to say "Ok, stop with these, they're becoming an issue."? On top of that, you'll notice I repetitively mentioned a loophole in the rule where if they thought they could do good enough they could use Deletion Appeal after posting it elsewhere for admin review.

I've been trying Rick, I've been trying hard. It isn't easy to balance. I want this to be a free wiki just as much as you, but at the same time, I don't want this wiki to be considered the Creepypasta Wiki's prom night dumpster baby. I don't want a second CP wiki, I just want this one to get better, so that more people will come. Don't think for a second I haven't sat there and worried that I might be overstepping bounds, because I have. "Pastas where things die. Any type of death is put here." <--- The category's description.

>Pasta where things die.

Sir, are you trying to start this wiki all over and make it your way?

Also, next time, make your forum posts clear, VERY clear, don't wait for someone to snap and let the same thing that happened here happen again.

You should've said "I'm not saying the Death category should be completely abandoned, just don't post it whenever someone dies, only when the pasta only focus on the death of someone."

The last paragraph also helped in the snapping, it's not entirely my fault I flipped out like that. >Sir, are you trying to start this wiki all over and make it your way?

No, I'm not. But you know what? If that's the way you feel, fine. File a request for admin rights and I'll throw in a support vote, and then I'll sit back and watch you do things. Obviously enough, you've made it clear ' I failed my job and stepped over every line possible. ' So, fine.

If that's the way it is, I'll step back and let you do things. I'll leave, and maybe I'll come back when I can "admin" things properly enough for you. Because I never said I was a good admin. I never said I was good at anything. All I have done is try to help and keep the wiki up to date and give it quality. I've tried to keep the community in mind whenever I'm throwing around these "nonsensical rules" and do things right.

I reiterate, I tried. But since the only way I can keep my friends is to stop and quit, then that's what I'll do. Do what you will. Don't let my bad admin skills and negative actions stand in your way any longer.

Because what you said, that hurt. I care more about this wiki than most people seem to think, and if me taking a long break or even just retiring to commenting every once in awhile, getting on chat, and occasionally blocking vandals and rule-breakers is what is best, then again, fine. It'll be better than being blamed for every setback the wiki encounters. It'll be better than being told that when I do the things I do I'm only thinking about myself. It'll be better. Especially because I've seen the things you've wrote.

I've kept in mind that horror is subjective, I've kept in mind the rules of good-faith. I've tried to make up for the rules I've made that people don't like but needed done. But that isn't good enough. I'm done. The rules I made I knew would bring me hate from certain users, and I tried to explain them, but you were the last person I expected to kick me off your friend-boat.

So if it satisfies people, I'll step back for at the very least a temporary time, and you can be in charge. Because I give up. I won't be made to look like a selfish asshole any longer for doing what I thought was right, for the better of the wiki. I've never once thought it was my wiki, but you know what? I'm done. Feel free, because I'm not going to be your friendly tyrannical dictator anymore.

Because when Sonic.exe was Blacklisted, it wasn't just because it wasn't a liked pasta. It was to encourage originality, because there aren't many there that are not Sonic.exe pastas. They were overshadowed and hard to find.

And I've tried to make up for it, tried to make others see I wasn't a bad admin who was just pulling unjust actions out of her ass. But this is it. I've taken enough hate for trying to be good, so since it'll give the community what they want, I won't take any more actions. I'll just sit by and let you do whatever you feel like.

tl;dr I give up, I'm done. Soon, one of your admins will be taking their final leave.

All you had to do was simple:

Pay attention to community and both wiki's quality at the same time, but pay MORE attention to the community, why? Simple, they will help the wiki's quality, they will say what's wrong and what's correct, what they would like to see and what they wouldn't like to see.

If I had admin's rights, I could show it to you very well how to make everyone happy, you just have to listen to what they are saying.

Now, if you came across two groups, one wanting something, and the other one not, you could simply resolve it by listening to each one has to say, and if you agree with what one of them said, negotiate with the other group, saying you're sorry and etc, now, if both ideas seem bad to you, just say; "Nah, not a preety idea, sorry." they would understand and scratch that idea, we might live in a world filled with "monkey-brained" people, but there's still sane people.

Once again, if I was admin, I could not only show it to you, but also to ALL OTHER ADMINS, how you make a wiki population happy.

It ain't that hard to listen to what people say, I know because I've saw it myself.

Now, are you giving up just for not finding this easy solution?

If I were you, I would try again, because believe me, in the middle of all the idiocy I wrote, I was suffering in the inside, like I was punching myself in the belly.

And now I'm feeling like I'm headbutting a wall, why? Simple...

I fucked up so many times in this life, that I still can't believe I'm actually still alive, but now, I fucked up again, question is: how long will these fuck ups happen?

Until I die, obviously, and that's exactly the reason I can't see my future...

A suicide is blocking the way, many ideas for suicide already flew by my head, all of them being fast and quick.

Bullet to the brain, jumping off a building, running into trafic, removing the pin of a grenade and not throwing it, car vs train, spear to the forehead and MANY other ideas already visited me...

Looking at them right now...they don't see to be that bad.

And before you ask, yes, I am suicidal, since eleven years old. I wish it were that simple, Rick...

But it's not. Being an admin isn't giving everyone what they want. I wish it was, because that's exactly what I would do. It isn't just listening to the community, though that's part of it, because that is exactly what I try to do.

And you know that is what I would do. You know very well, because you've seen me drop more actions and leave warnings for rules that are normally auto-ban. You've seen me hesitate to do things other admins would do with just a flick of a finger, just as much as you've seen the opposite. Where other admins who get harped at by a normal user would say "Quit your whining" I say "Don't say that. You're better than you think, just get the hang of things."

I listen, I try to make people happy. But apparently, me being active here and trying to handle everything is screwing that up. That's why I'm giving up. So yeah, I'll close the fucking thread. After that, I don't know what I'll do.